Don't want to feel anymore. Don't want to be here anymore...

«I miss you like I’m losing my own life/ /I’m drifting to somewhere I can’t find/ /Resistance and the power to let go/ /Of something I can’t control.../ /Forgive me./ /I try to reach you,/ /I am alive but I can’t breathe./ /Oh, so empty, our horizon/ /Of all the dreams that can’t come true.../ /In my thriving glowing fantasies/ /I hide the taste of sin/ /I can’t forget the sweetness of your skin/ /Forgive me for being.../ /.../ /I need to reach you/ /I need to feel you/ /Will you let me in.../ /Into your empty horizon?» Espenæs, Liv