Smear

The entire night through, how I longed / To have him so lovingly meek under my breasts, / To make him perhaps cut my throat open. / My blood, so beautifully smeared across his face. / Oh… ever-so poisonous elixir of eternal youthfulness. / To a darker shade of red, my whole world painted. / Two roses, enough for a bouquet, / Between my thighs – ‘wouldst thou dare?’ / Needlework in my nipples. / Primordial waltz that cripples. / How weep the pure… / «Desire… in violent overture». / Devour me raw, all crimson flesh, white bone. / Life’s leaden me but to a dark corner of castrated dreams, vilified means. / For thee they play this sweet funeral allegro. / Yet tomorrow those chimes shalt toll for me. / Come, feast, fuck and flee. / Once I loved you.